Ask a
mountaineer or hill-walker why they climb, and you may well get the answer “because
it’s there!”. Personally that doesn’t resonate with me at all. I enjoy exploring
and like my fresh air and exercise, but to go ever higher, to test myself
against the elements just doesn’t do it for me. And why should it? Are we not
all different?
Watch a
litter of puppies or group of young children and you’ll see a wide range of
characters. Some will express their zest for life by crawling, then climbing
anywhere and everywhere. Others will do their exploring more inwardly:
watching, observing, ‘taking it all in’. That’s always been me.
Don’t get
me wrong, give me the opportunity to explore a different ancient town or
botanic gardens or different culture (particularly though its food and drink!)
and I’ll take you up on the offer. Physical experience is still important to
me, but I’m not interested in the extremes. I watch some of the extreme sports
now practiced and have no inner answer to the ‘why?’ people do it. Are they adrenalin
junkies, I wonder? But they might consider those like me to me information
junkies, I suppose.
I used to
crave information, facts and theories. As a boy my head would always be in a
book, seeking answers to the questions of life. As my eyes have deteriorated
and I’ve got more in Zen and the Tao, I’ve become more discerning. No longer
soaking up any and all information. Now what matters is coming to terms with my
immediate surrounding and finding some inner peace with my here and now
situation. The inner drive, that has always been asking ‘why? How?’ in the back
(if not the front) of my head now urges me to take a step back from the mental
machinations and tune-in. To go within and feel the situation, to know whatever
it is I need to through being at one with it. My exploration is increasing at a
deeper level, beyond boundaries of body or mind . . . where ever fewer have
trod before. Which may be why so few understand enough to recognize the achievements
of those on a similar journey. It’s another paradox to be embraced: how can anyone
appreciate something they don’t understand?
But that, I
realise is what bugs
me: if you’re ahead of the pack on an athletics track or race track you’re
glorified and worshipped. If you dare to stick your neck out in front on
matters more intellectual or esoteric you’re more usually ridiculed or
persecuted. What’s going on? A mountaineer who goes where not human foot has
ever trod, just because it’s there, is hailed as a hero . .. but those who dare
to think thoughts that no man has thought before are considered fools (although
both groups may also be considered mad). In both cases we’re both merely responding
to an inner urge to explore, to grow, to evolve. In the case of progressive thinkers
we would argue that our ideas are for the benefit of humanity. And yes, we
would consider that we are leading the way . . . like the pioneers of
mountaineering. All we ask is for the same recognition that they get, please.
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